alrights, guess i should do a post to summarise 2008. althou i didnt really like it. because theres changes. g hates changes. but its changes that make people grow. thats y i dowan to grow up. i dowan to be 21. PFFF!

you
naive would be the word to use on me. althou you gave me no reason to tink otherwise, but the many things that remind me of you still goes to show the impact you have in my life. guess i could get over you so easily is because, you've never did let me think otherwise about you. you made your impact without the promise / implication that you would go any further from friendship. you were just being yourself. the stupid self that didnt noe that you touched everyone's life whereever you go. the stupid self who didnt noe you are a-grade bf material. the stupid self who is so... you and so real. you're still everything i've ever wanted in a boyfriend. but i would change nothing if time were to rewind. i still want to meet you in my next life. (:

school
the shift from ngeeann to sim is just.. a bus stop. but really, i miss the stupid/stress/fun/irritating times we had in ngeeann. i miss doing projs with clone n lookalike. i miss walking into canteen1 and see familiar faces all around. now everyone's leading their own lives. rewind one year ago and spot the difference. ):

friends
the clique really means alot to me. althou i've never shown/said it, but sometimes their nonsense really cheer me up without them knowing. i shall try to be less irritating & tame my temper! (:

the 2/4 gang has been meeting more than the only usual yearly meet-up during cny. with meetups for seb's bday, xmas and those random outings to westcoastplaza & singing. yay. funny that no matter how many years we've been apart, leading our own lives, talking&laughing about the memories/craps of the past always makes me happy. (: (even if im their targetboard =.= )

and im also grateful for gf & bud. (: gf for being there for everything, long phone chats, random outings, errands you ran for me and the many things that neednt be listed here. &bud for always being crazy and frank. my ears are for always oopppennn! (:

the only sadness: a 1year old can count how many times retards met this year, with a single hand. )':

family
the passing on of my grandpa made me realise wad a huge family we have. but one that seldom gather all together except for chinese new years. ): and our 5th-saturdays ice-cream meetup like no more alrdy! ): ow. on the home front, silence is deafening & i know i should give thanks for what i have, but its hard. :X im trying.

alrights!
as for resolutions, ive achieved 2 of my 08 resolutions: getting my license & getting a good grade for my last sem in ngeeann! (:
for 09, i shall resolute to be open-ended, ... to give thanks,of course, good grades! &.. stop looking backwards.

alrights, there isnt anything else i wana say here.
jus hope tonight would be fun! (: